I haven’t written in a while. or painted or taken a photo or drawn something really worthwhile. But, since you and I parted ways, I’ve been to a baseball game. I’ve seen the sand glow and the waves glow an electric blue as vibrant as my healthy healing heart, good as new. I’ve admired a beautiful man’s beautiful silhouette as the moonlight gave him a literal silver lining, my literal silver lining. I ran arms spread wings spanning what seemed like the whole world the curves of the Earth face first into the freezing ocean an hour before dawn with a man I hardly knew after dancing in foam and sweat and beer all night. I walked along the shore with another, sat on sandy chairs with another, made a friend out of one just like me. I made sparks turn into fireworks turn into flames turn into atom bomb explosions with one as he lay me down in the sand and showed me what I needed the intensity I had always craved rawsensualfilthypassionate we took and gave and were a part of one another while being at one with the sand the love the night the Earth. I went to a local beach that everyone raves about but is really just crap but I went and with you all we did was watch movies and canoodle. Not that that’s a bad thing, anything else seemed like a chore for you to explore the world with me. All I want to do is explore. I want to explore old new not-so-old not-so-new…but not with you. We are not one we do not jive and that’s okay because we all run on our wave lengths some biggersmallerwiderthinner, whatever. All I know is that the new you comes in multiples and somehow irreplaceable became just a tiny scar while the rest of me welcomes happy scars tanned skin full notebooks broken pencils sweaty palms suggestive glances and sore lungsfeetabscheekslips, but not heart.
1- Conceptual Artists are mystics rather than rationalists. They leap to conclusions that logic cannot reach
2- Rational judgments repeat rational judgments
3- Illogical judgments lead to new experiences
4- Formal Art is essentially rational
5- Irrational thoughts should be followed absolutely…